Madness 2/25/13

Madness....
Is it a manifestation of time and thoughts?


Nah...

It's the outward expression of an inward confession....
Madness...

Of the heart the love letter written from beating tremors
Madness....

In the compilation of heartfelt palpitations, do you ever sit back and think...

Time passes, you blink
Time passes, you stare
Time passes, you reflect

Madness....
Is the feeling of not letting go... Of the twisted contortions of deflated reality, the need to draw back and find the illusion that the heart holds... On...


The mind is hostage to the infliction of suppressed emotions, hard pressed to escape it's capture
Madness....

Restoration of an ancient ideal brought on by the infliction of a thousand year old notion that I Am his rib, he is my protection....
Madness....

Prospects and vision 2/25/13

Prospectively, I look at you...
You were a representation of an interpretation, my explanation...
Explanation to the very man I envisioned...
Another half of my conceptualized alpha and omega....
My heart strived to reconcile what had me in denial
I say... "I don't want this", but it's hard to (sigh)...
I MUST flee due to the emotions that over power me
I need to free myself of thoughts, that capture my heart

But what a sublime perspective we could have
If differences weren't the only thing you could grasp
Maybe God won't allow this union
This union of mind and soul
Without his approval it's out of my control
In this lifetime, at this moment, I want nothing more for this to be true

But for now mi amor, prospectively, I look at you

Letter to my EX (es)

One day ill forgive you but not until recently have I notice the amount of damage you did emotionally, it's very hard for me to start a new relationship because of the cruel person you were. At one point you stripped me of the love and kindness that I had. I almost got to the point where I didn't know if I could trust again. I'm telling you this because this ends today. No more will I allow my past to interfere with my future! I need to get this out and as God as my witness I will never allow your demons to follow me again. I will love again, I will be in a healthy and well deserved relationship and I will no longer allow myself to succumb to the emotional abuse ur spirit still carries over me!

Sincerely,

Done